

When I first came to Shevat, no one distrusted
me more than Khan! After what Solaris had
done to his son, and Miang to his wife, one
can hardly blame him. Unlike most of the
Shevites, however, he eventually did come
to accept me as a colleague. Perhaps discovering
that I was Guardian Angel of Solaris as he
was of Shevat aided the process.
I later accompanied Kahn when he went to
search for Fei... or, perhaps I should say
Id. When we at last found him in Elru, the
destruction we witnessed is in truth like
nothing I have ever seen - even the devastation
wrought by Deus was not as terrifying to
behold, as it was so much more impersonal.
I am more amazed that there was even a single
survivor of the Elru people than that there
was only one.
Kahn and I fought and defeated Grahf in Elru.
It was after this that Kahn took Fei away,
to what we hoped would be safety. Had we
returned Fei to Shevat, the Elders would
surely have insisted on his being placed
in carbon freeze, which we were not willing
to do. We never suspected that Grahf would
be able to find Fei again two years later.
This was the first of two times when I let
down my guard where Grahf was concerned -
the second was in Lahan Village. Perhaps
it was impossible for mere mortals, no matter
how powerful, to truly understand the mind
of one who had lived on anger for five hundred
years, but I still regret the mistakes I
made in those days.

Although I, like all Shevites, respected
Master Khan as our greatest warrior, I was
frantic when Hyu went with him to try to
find the Contact. I just couldn't seem to
shake off a terrible sense of foreboding.
For one thing, for most of our years together,
Hyuga's position had not required him to
engage in actual combat, and although I knew
he was renowned as Solaris' finest warrior,
I feared for him.
On a more selfish note, Hyu and I hadn't
been apart from the time he had first come
to Shevat!
And then, just when I had convinced myself
that the two Guardian Angels would have no
trouble dealing with whatever would dare
to challenge them, I learned I was pregnant!
Which, of course, made me miss Hyu even more...

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